It's all sinking in

I feel a little sad. Although this experience in China is going to be life-changing and amazing, I am beginning to realize how much I am going to miss certain elements of my American life. Sometimes you just begin to get used to someone in your life and it feels good. But I'm leaving for Beijing in six days and it's beginning to seem a lot more bitter-sweet. I am just starting to realize how much I am going to miss a certain someone in my life. I really want to spend as much time with this person as  I can before I leave.